Ohaiyo!

I haz officially moved to http://saraliews.wordpress.com/

See you later aligator!

fucked up.

Forever is merely a word uttered at a point of passion.

Certain is only as good as winning on a 21 table.

Yet again, I'm telling you, yes. In the mirror you- never put your heart at your sleeves.

The probability of hurt is way past its gains.

I'm not a princess, and this aint a fairytale

Tonight a sudden feeling of remorse enveloped me. Both past and present.

Compared to most people, I tend to worry alot. Most times- unnecessary.

But can I say the same for tonight? The same for me? Can a goodnight sleep make things right? Can it shake the heavy load away from this heart that is threatening to weaken and completely shut off its surroundings?

An answer i desperately need, but will not necessarily get.

Goodnight world.

Happy Birthday to me

I officially turned 25 today. Older, and much happier.

Since I just had my best birthday ever, I'll sealed it with highlights of the things I've did this year, & proud of it :

1. Survived through days of hospitalization during CNY (which happened to coincide with Valentine's this year). I cant deny that I did not cried buckets, but I managed. :)
2. Bold enough to pursue Master while clocking more than 10 hours of work (sometimes more), and is currently maintaining a CGPA of 4.0
3. Took destiny into my own hands & made a move that could make or break me by quitting my old job i.e my comfort zone, leaving individuals who are not just mere colleagues but close friends and forgoing my potential bonuses to a new, unfamiliar environment which i believe promises me hope, a better future and the capability to feed my continuous hunger for progression
4. Started dating my best friend of 4 years
5. Had countless road trips all around Malaysia and splurged on various overseas trip for next year! woots* wallet, did I hear you cried?
6. Remained loved by friends and family (aah.. how self satisfying this can be )
7. Bought a really nice, studious looking study table made of special wood that cost me about 800++ bucks. Used it for less than 5 times. *before you judge, the purchase was totally worth it!* :)
8. Had the best birthday celebration. ever.

the week that was..

1.

Hello GuangZhou :) Managed to get some reallllllyyy good deals, air tics & accomodation at insanely great price! I can has chinese. lol.

2.

Almost end up with this hair cut lookalike!! The back looks good. But I'm damn proud cuz i managed to resist the hairstylist's persistence to chop of my fringe and make it resemble like a coconut! HAH! *The Power Of Resistance* LoL

3. Completed my first week at work. Office looks new. Workstation is almost the same as previous, but its in white this time. *my fav* building is super new, but the security checking is a pain. din have ID for the first few days, i had to register every.single.time i go out for lunch. work is fine, went back close to 8pm on the 2nd day, already?? Colleagues been great, 90% female, never shortage for fun cuz boss is a junkfood addict like me! *yay* So people, yes, i'm doing okay here dont worry ya? :) everything looks good now, all except my IDs, internet access and email setup. sigh. Pls be ready soon..... *fingers crossed*

I has sad

I wish that if you could just look past everything that i'm not, then you'll start to appreciate everything that i am.