Now and forever

I always wanted to write a post about us, but never really gotten to it because i was always looking for the right words, the right feeling or the right moment. But then i realized that there will never be a right moment. It will be right, when i feel it is. And tonight, as i am listening to you broadcasting on air, playing all my favourite songs, my heart almost melted- faster than an ice cream cone.

There's this old photo of us posted on facebook a couple of days back. How different we were back then. Our days usually involved you teasing me or us quarelling. Our typical conversation of us :

Example 1:

Kent: Wow, i had this really good food the other day...

Me: Half expecting him to offer to bring me there...

Kent: You know what? *i'm half expecting at the other end*.. I should probably blog about this! :D

Example 2:

While in the car, on the way to UTAR PJ..

Me: Ooh!! My favourite song is on air! Pls dont change the station now..

Kent: Really? You really like it?

Me: (Oblivious to what is about to happen) Yes... I love it!

Kent: Okay, we're changing it then! :D

Thats how it used to be..

But looking at us now. 4 years later, we're the same person as we were 4 years back. You were my best friend now as much as you were back then. I love you so much that it spills over. I think i can love you so much that in many years to come, i would still have so much leftover. When i needed to tell someone the good and bad things that happened to me in a given day, you're the first person i think about. I draw strength from you as you are as solid as a rock, your calm judgements and your ability to peel every situation layer by layer and analyse it thoroughly. I admire your quick thinking and your ability to click with almost every new people you meet. When we are together, everything feels right in place and i feel safe- almost to a point that i feel i have no worries or burden. The peaceful feeling that i was so hungry for all the while is finally here for my taking. You inspire me daily and you push me forward. You keep telling me i can achieve more than what i have today, and i believe you. You always put my happiness in front of your own. Sometimes i quietly wonder what have i done right to deserve you? I am alot of things. But i am not alot of things either. I am not as patience, sensitive or caring as i think i should be. Most times, you are much more sensitive towards things and caring than i could ever be. But with you by my side, i know things will only get better. I love you dear, and i look forward to more days spend together with you.

I'm yours

You touch these tired eyes of mine
And map my face out line by line
And somehow growing old feels fine
I listen close for I'm not smart
You wrap you thoughts in works of art
And they're hanging on the walls of my heart

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours

You heeled these scars over time
Embraced my soul
You loved my mind
You're the only angel in my life
The day news came my best friend died
My knees went week and you saw me cry
Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
I know I don't fit in that much
But I'm yours

Picture Perfect

I can get used to days like these.

Quiet weekends watching dvds, movie night-outs, dinner with the family, work talks, night classes- everything i need is right here now.

Furry Creatures

Hello . I'm a freakin Alpaca, just in case you're wondering.

I'm a smaller version of my brother, the Ilamas. Unlike my brothers who are breed to carry heavy stuffs.. i'm well basically bred for my bulu-bulu or some High quality english wool. Ooooohhh sounds expensive. lol.

Dont ask me, i have no idea what i am either! *Go figure yourself*

Gone were the days where being cute alone is more than enough!!! pfft!

Some manipulative kangaroo.

Like this? Me tooooooooo!! *wet dreamy eyes*

Now where do this cute fellas live?

Nestled in the foothills of Tamar Hills, Australia, lies Tasmania Zoo, the largest wildlife zoo in Tasmania!! Did i just hear you scream??? No?? Okay that was me!!

Sigh. I want to go. T.T

Hello vain :)

I'm over at JB this weekend! :D I heart this place, it feels right.

But if there's only 1 bit that i'm finding it hard to adjust to is.... everybody here freaking speaks chinese!! sigh... well, its the 2nd day, and i still thought that i am managing it just fine with my broken mandarin until this afternoon.

warning---> vain pictures ahead.

All i intended to was to get a trim. But with my broken mandarin, i accidentally, unconsciously, unwillingly somehow agreed to cut my hair this short instead. oh well, at least Mr.Chan likes it, and he better not be layan-ing me only! =.="

The hairstylist was a sweet heart, but me and him? can really not communicate. The whole conversation that took place was him speaking really fast in chinese and with me nodding my head, with the few occasional uh huhs & okays. shy* no wonder before he start to cut he asked me, "are you sure you wanna do this? how long it took you to keep until this length?" fml- i should have seen all the signs... T.T kns.

So there you go, new look for the year. gotta run now, its about time to drive down to Sutera Mall to pick him up! :D