Note to self: The year of 2010

With a couple of my old buddies, on the third day of Chinese New Year, I found myself loittering the streets of Klang and landed myself unexpectedly at the oldest temple in Selangor for a prayer or two.I did the same thing that many people would do when they are in a temple of course.. i asked for my future in the year 2010.Apparently, the month of Feb-April i will experience good fortune and will not have problems financially. Then comes month Aug-Oct, when the gold meets the wood (hmm..) is the period of time where i can basically get every single thing that i ever wished for. So these are practically the best months of my life this year. But then again, i was also once told that you shouldn't disclose such things out, it should be kept to yourself, similar to birthday wishes, it will not come true if you say it out. So in this case, tak jadilah i punye.. is it? *cue to curse*

2010 started off rather shaky for this already shaken soul. I guessed the balance of pain and agony of 2009 was carried forward to 2010 in spite of many attempts to zerorised this inventory. If you think the saying "Time will heal anything" is cliche, dont. Because it does carry some sliver of truth in it. With the first quarter of the year almost coming to an end, yours truly is proud to say that she has been coping pretty well and with time, the wound shall heal with minimal scars. If you had watched Alice in the Wonderland, i feel like the blue caterpillar now. Ready to transform. I feel better nowadays then i have been for a long while. I thank God for the past years memories and experience that he had arranged for me, but i believe the future holds a more promising hope for me.

Having said that, i shall now break my chain of not making any resolutions for the new year as i intend to keep it this time.

This year I shall...

1. Start taking care of my health and my overall well-being. Try to not over utilize my tickets to hospital visits and basically just try to stay healthy & rmb to take and continue taking the daily supplements..Shouldnt be too difficult to fulfill this, no?

2. Make sure to finish reading every book before purchasing a new one..

3. To dedicate myself to work , also my main source of income *ehem*

4. Must start saving for rainy, wet, thunderous days.. actually just saving because i have a very cute looking thing to keep my coins in! *blush*

5. To purchase more beauty products, hey girl, you just cannot continue using 1 (one) type of lotion for the whole body! Plus, 1 eyeshadow color, 1 eye liner, 1 blusher, 1 powder, 1 mascara and 1 lip balm will not be enough to make you look fabs! :) Good excuse to start shopping for more!

6. Drink sensibly. Get wasted less. Tipsy is the way to go.

7. More family time, ladies night out and friends outing. * I know i have not been around much, but it will change now on.

8. To thread the roads ahead with caution .

I think my chances of succeeding are better this year. Have a good feeling that I will make it. So will you, if you have made a resolution this year. My sincere best wishes to everyone. Goodnight and cheers to a good year! :)

I pray for the strength to accept things i cannot change, the courage to make the changes when need be, and the wisdom to tell the difference.