Mou tak chui lui yan ar... hehe

Lately i'm beginning to think that my friends are weird. Either that, or i am.

Letme see, okay firstly they start calling me Blonde or Australian girl.. which annoys the gila monster out of me.. cuz for one, i did not dye my hair blonde and secondly, as far as i rmb.. i was born a Malaysian. Either they are right, or i was so blur into not realizing that i got swap during birth to some Australian couple. Makes me wonder..

Eh people.. i'm just working at Australian time, and dealing with Australian people.. but deep down this achy breaky heart lies a true Malaysian ok! My hair is still black and no, i have not lose my Malaysian slang. >.<" I'm still this very Malaysian girl who enjoys her Manglish and the consistent use of lah, wor, ya lo.. why leh.. kinda stuff and i dont plan to gv it away.. So.. if i ever hear 1 more word about Blonde again.. i'm gonna cook you guys alive. Literally. hehe..

In another totally unrelated note, i felt some sense of accomplishment cuz these few days Mr Kent stopped harassing my blog. And i guess it was bcuz of the msg i left him in my chat box hehe.. So i'm relatively proud that i managed to scare him away! *pats self* bangga nyer..

What not to be scared, this crazy fella always have the tendency to leave comments or msgs that are intentionally crafted to drive me crazy! I once received his comment that was so long.. heck, he is like writing his blog.. in my own blog! >.<" beh tahan ooo... And shud u ever wonder who came up with the Blonde thingy.. look no further.. he likes driving me mad. i noe. You take pleasure in the expense of my pain. But as i was saying.. i managed to keep him under control..
Cuz these few days he has been very well behaved. *pats his shoulder* hehe.. Keep it up buddy!
*shows two thumbs up*

Should he ever remain this way, u guys will know that i managed to tame the beast down.
But if he ever makes a comeback..... *curls fist*

p/s: Mr kent, my next possible entry may or may not be about a crush that my very good friend who once happened to be my boss and a student rep had. Whether it comes out or not.. depends pretty much on what he does. *hehe*

not very subtle was i..?

Randomly random..

Everything is about money nowadays.

You want an education, you need money. When you are enrolled and studying, you need money. When you completed it, you need money too.

I just got the convo letter yesterday, and i shocked my eyeballs out when i read that i need to pay rm498! although rm 200 is refundable.. but stil... >.<

I try not to think about it.. How am i going to survive.. payment for convo, booking payment for car (yes, yours truly is thinking of buying a car), family, flowers and teddies for convo (hehe) , omggggg... whoever tell me that after working i'll be financially independent enough to buy stuffs i like .. come here and let me strangle you! Working does not provide you with extra cash. No.

Feel so broke suddenly.. ><

Anyway, as i was saying, convo is near.. so letme tell you guys what is favourable to yours truly. hehe.. alot of nice looking flowers(preferably carnation, sunflower or roses), cute teddies, piggies also can.. gifts would be so nice.. eeh.. oops.. terperasan me.. later that day all i get is some miserable stalk of dried up leaves... so.. yes, i am expecting flowers and teddies .. hahaha... i know.. beh tahan me right..? i cant tahan myself either.. ^^

*blush*

I think im getting older by the minute. Visible wrinkle lines are beginning to show.. I worry too much. Soome stuffs are worth worrying, but some are just plain extras. Cant help it either way. Too personal to have it mentioned here. But my mind is messed. Hopefully it'll get sorted out soon enough. *Toes crossed*

I know its a random jumbled up post today cuz i'm basically just typing whatever that comes to mind. So, pardon me. I would love to continue blogging me but.. the time forbids me to. Its 9.46 already and i'm close to bed. Working 6am-2.30pm has its pros and cons. One thing is although you are working the same amount of hours like others, but going home earlier than them somehow makes you feel as if you are working shorter hours. haha.. psychology i tell you..

But it does have its cons.. Like when you wake up early in the morning and go to work at 5.45am, normal people are basically just waking up from their sweet sweet dreams and some might be happily dreaming away still! And imagine to have your normal cycle all set up once again because now your "lunch" break is at 9am? ehehe.. bt after work you will more time to do your own stuffs.. and when you come as early as i do, you can kiss the traffic jam goodbye! ehehe.. pros and cons la..

Whatever it is, life is full of twists and turns. Sometimes i feel so in control of it , but there are times too that i just lose it.

Regardless of anything, i'm those who keep this "i aint givin up without a fight" mentality in my very own tempurung/kepala otak aku. hehe

Thats all for tonight.. till then, goodnightO!

And rmb the flowers... :P

L.o.v.e is...

You know you're love strucked when..

Everything looks beautiful and crystal clear when you see it through his eyes and yours..

Even when it comes to eating.. your food starts to take or resemble the shape of anything like this..

Your heart might bleed eventually at some point, but it will always be cured by that person. Cleaned, sterilised, bandaged and seal with a kiss. Fast recovery is on the way, usually within a day. (or more.. hehe)

You feel like you can even reach for the stars and that all the stars in the sky shines only at you, for you...

And nevermind the fact that you both are so different in so many ways, but you always take the effort to accomodate one another..

i'm a cat rite, *rrribbbit* oops.. am i?

You also know your love strucked ,when that one person could have the power to turn your world upside down and inside out.. well... something like this picture of an indeed confused cat, thats having some sort of personality disorder.. well.. thats how powerful love is..

PLus, you also know you got it bad when even in the year of The Rat, you start seeing this...

=.=".. ya.. i know.. bad rite?

Regardless you love it, hate it, have it, lost it, never really knew what it is, or hurt by it...

Love is .. always there. It survived many years of evolution, and its basically the foundation to everything. At least to me it is..

One Orlando A. Batissa once said and i quoted, "The greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they are still alive. " So.. I'm not gonna be most humans.. so..today this post is dedicated to you. For you.

Regardless that sometimes you are really like this..

But most times, you're an angel. So.. you're cool. We're cool. hehe..

So, may it grow and never stop growing for many years to come.

small heart become big big heart.. hehe...

Lovestrucked ,anyone? *grins*

This blog is still functioning... hehe

I havent been updating my blog for sometime now, and i must say i'm ashame. hehe...
Well, the reason being that alot of things have been going on with my life, and i just could not figure out where to start.. hehe..

well, for a start, one major big ass thing that happened in my life happened in late January. A call that would have eventually change my course of career and pretty much my life. The call was from IBM. Upon thinking, contemplating and putting myself tru dilemmas day and night and various other nerve wrecking decison making sessions, yours truly have move on from audit to IBM now. As much as i miss the people i work with previously, i am also very happy here in IBM.

To the team i worked with for the very short one month plus, me miss you guys! Nevermind that the chances of any of you ever reading this is like 0.01%, but.. i miss all of you form the bottom of my heart. You guys have took care of me well, always willing to teach me and you guys made me feel welcomed. On the night of the farewell dinner, i tried to put up a brave front, but deep down i practically much knew that this smight be one of our last dinner together. On my last day, Iris you were so naughty into saying "How come didnt cry wan..?" ... that almost activated my tear system cuz it was already fully accumulated and ready to roll anytime. Serene, one of the nicest girl i've ever met. I wish you get what you wish for and send me goodies from Australia in future. Iris and Serene, you both are like sisters to me. To Seok Wei, my second senior.. i cant help but feel like wanna hug you at times cuz you are so cute! hehe.. YOu always like to tease me, and i never mind it at all .. cuz i like it. but i wont be comin back to clear the review points! hehe.. To my dearest senior Wai Yee. You must have gotten heart attack the first day when you knew your junior is from marketing! hehe.. But, you taught me well. Everything(altho limited) I know about audit, i learned it from you. You were always giving me chances to learn and practice and make mistakes. I will keep in mind all the knowledge you had pass on to me. Ok.. now i do sound kind of emo-ish. Whihc is partly the reason why i did not blog for sometime because i KNOW it will get emo-ish. All i wanna say is, i appreciate you guys. I appreciate that you guys still call and wish me luck on my first day in IBM, asking if everything was alright and can i adjust to the new environment. I felt deeply touched.
I wish i could still be working with all of you, but life took a twist, and i'm now heading to the direction i feel would suit me best.
I wish you guys continued success in your career and may you be happy and healthy always.
Do not forget this blur girl you once met in BDO Binder. : )

Having move on to the new company, changes to where i live now were also inevitable. I am no longer stayin at the rented place in Queens, for i have move back home.. because its nearer and more convenient travelling from home. I 'll start driving to work soon.. so watch out people!! hehe..

So many changes in such a short time. To my roomie and housemates in Queens, i miss you guys. I could recall the night before our first day of work. We were asking each other opinion like hey is this tie ok? or what you think of this skirt? and is this bag ok? reminding each other eh you got bring all your documents ar? I miss that. The sound of my housemate waking us up in the morning is something that i have grown so familiar with that in the morning of my first day of work in IBM, i miss that sound. I miss us chatting at night when everyone had reached home. Chatting and asking each other how your day have been. All these memories, i keep dear to heart. I wish all of you the best of everything and all the strength for you to persevere and succeed in audit life. I will drop by and kacau you guys from time to time.. hehe

Okay.. back to something less emo-ish.. as you can see from the time, its 10 30am.. and i am blogging. well, actually i shouldn't be, but well, lets say i'm using my free time wisely hehe. We are still on training now, but towards the end. Today is the last traiing day. We are suppose to meet up with our mentor later on, so for the time being.. this is what i am doing.

Today is the last day i will be working the normal working time i.e 9-5 pm.. Starting from next week, i will start work at 6am and end at 2.30pm instead. Shopping or movies anyone? hehe..

Today marks my fourth day in IBM and i must say, i like it here very much. The training helps alot as they explain and walk us through IBM history, values, organization chart everthing. We were also briefed and trained on how to utilise our think pad, step by step guidance on how to use relative functions/system, how to operate various office equipments, and many more which is quite impossible to explain all here. It makes you feel well taken care of. Like you know who to call if u need help, which person to look for, whihc floor. They are quite detail and sensitive in terms of taking care and guidin theier new hire. Plus, lunch is so convenient cuz IBM is connected to 1U tru One HOtel so, thats not a prob. But the price of the lunch is.
Its barely a week yet, so im still getting to know the company. I dont know how much will my perception or feelings change towards here after a while, but all i can say for the time being is, i like what i see.. hehe..

Thats all for nw.. my blog is revived!

Have a good day y'all! and Happy Belated Valentine's Day! (mine was goooood, how was yours?)